Anticipation

waiting
for what might not come
a simple gift
yet so hard to get
and waiting
for the inevitable
the one thing
i'm not sure i want

Really Random poems and stuff

I wrote a poem, and then I was writing another one but it turned into a song. I'm in a really weird mood right now!!

blah
feeling...

bored.

feeling...

tired.

wanting...

you.

song for you

verse 1
last night i called your home
something wrong and I don't know
what got into me but i say
every day you live a new day
last night you weren't home
is she safe or did she go it alone?
your doggy's there, holding you tight
there wasn't a purpose in that call last night

chorus
did i say the wrong thing?
because it seemed like you were upset
that i didn't want to talk about you
but that was honestly why i called
i guess, you should read between the lines a bit more
see what's in store
for you
it's something new

verse 2
every morning wake up tired and stressed
pick out an outfit, i get dressed
every morning feel me waiting for you
i kinda get you're feeling it too
every morning you're at school
following behind me
do you think i don't see?
do you think i don't want it too?

chorus

bridge
say i can see you cry
say you don't want to say goodbye
why didn't i say i'd miss you
when that's obviously what you wanted

verse 3
prone to emotional outbursts only when you're there
prone to emotional outbursts when you've got your hands on my hair
not gonna say it, not until i'm in your arms again
tell me when...

chorus

"In Your Eyes" by Peter Gabriel

love I get so lost, sometimes

days pass and this emptiness fills my heart

when I want to run away

I drive off in my car

but whichever way I go

I come back to the place you are

all my instincts, they return

and the grand facade, so soon will burn

without a noise, without my pride

I reach out from the inside

in your eyes

the light the heat

in your eyes

I am complete

in your eyes

I see the doorway to a thousand churches

in your eyes

the resolution of all the fruitless searches

in your eyes

I see the light and the heat

in your eyes

oh, I want to be that complete

I want to touch the light

the heat I see in your eyes

love, I don't like to see so much pain

so much wasted and this moment keeps slipping away

I get so tired of working so hard for our survival

I look to the time with you to keep me awake and alive

and all my instincts, they return

and the grand facade, so soon will burn

without a noise, without my pride

I reach out from the inside

in your eyes

the light the heat

in your eyes

I am complete

in your eyes

I see the doorway to a thousand churches

in your eyes

the resolution of all the fruitless searches

in your eyes

I see the light and the heat

in your eyes

oh, I want to be that complete

I want to touch the light,

the heat I see in your eyes

in your eyes in your eyes

in your eyes in your eyes

in your eyes in your eyes

in your arms

i rushed to you
but instead of making myself uncomfortable
you made me welcome
and i melted in your arms
and you held me there
and i didn't want to let go
and i did,
but you didn't want to let go either
so maybe that's why you've been talking to me all this time.

"You're Beautiful" by James Blunt (Edited for a girl version by Harper Lee Simmons)

"You're Beautiful"
My life is brilliant.My life is brilliant.My love is pure.I saw an angel.Of that I'm sure.He smiled at me on the subway.He was with another woman.But I won't lose no sleep on that,'Cause I've got a plan.You're beautiful. You're beautiful.You're beautiful, it's true.I saw your face in a crowded place,And I don't know what to do,'Cause I'll never be with you.Yeah, he caught my eye,As we walked on by.Hecould see from my face that I was,Flying high, And I don't think that I'll see him again,But we shared a moment that will last till the end.You're beautiful. You're beautiful.You're beautiful, it's true.I saw your face in a crowded place,And I don't know what to do,'Cause I'll never be with you.You're beautiful. You're beautiful.You're beautiful, it's true.There must be an angel with a smile on his face,When hethought up that I should be with you.But it's time to face the truth,I will never be with you.

For the people I love

forgiveness

today was the happiest day
the look of surprise on your face
was the greatest look i've ever seen
though i think you appreciated what we did
and you said we reminded you of you
and believe me,
the only time i've ever been complimented like that before
was when someone else gave me a one-minute speech on why he admired me
and i wanted to say,
is that all you think of me?
even if it is,
that’s an awfully nice friendship beginning.

leather pants are not acceptable

please.

if you are a guy,
leather pants are not acceptable.
especially if they are tight,
especially if they are worn with a spiked collar and bracelet,
especially if they are worn with a matching leather vest,
especially if you are wearing makeup

i don’t care what the hell you are doing
i don’t care if you are in a play
seriously
stripper-monkey costumes are not for good boys-next-door
and besides
i like the nerd look on you
but i'm a bit disturbed by how it sort-of didn’t disturb me

this morning was beautiful

this morning was beautiful
i opened my cookie jar
and took out the box
that holds my connecton to you
i opened the box, and,
by some strange coincidence,
the necklace wasn't knotted
i put it on
and my strength, my support -
my best friend! -
was back.